a day like any other day passed me by earlier this month…
it passed by unnoticed actually. it was an anniversary of sorts..
ive had my blog for just over a year now.

weird huh?
i just spent the past 20 minutes reading over some of my first posts.

‘wow’

thats all im gonna say.

1 year.
bring it on.

along this journey aptly called life… we’re bound to discover something about ourselves…
most people simply pretend they didnt see the nugget of wisdom and truth, quickly scampering away…
happily choosing to be ignorant.

others, others don’t find themselves so lucky. they’re the ones destined to reach down, and pick up the pebbles of their existence and begin to piece together who they are… they are destined to think beyond this world… for, when it all comes down, they are not from this world.

see, the difference between those choosing ignorance, and those willingly walking this road… is that one group will drift through this life and barely leave a mark… as a breeze flitters through a grove of trees, they are around one moment, and gone the next…

and the other group, they may not have all the answers… they may not even know all the questions… but they’re asking. they’re seeking. each time they find a pebble of truth, they keep it…

they may not know all of who they are…. yet…. but they asking the One who knows.

and they….

they will be the ones who change the very earth we live on.

some things will never change… unless we make a decision, and take the action, to change them.that being said, i hope a certain person in my life doesnt mind me using the above quote.

details are not neccessary, but suffice it to say it got me thinking a lot about my life. about choosing to change. about stepping up, so to speak, to the plate – and preparing yourself for whatever pitches are thrown your way.

on this road we call life, we will be given paths to take… and, on some occaions, we will be choices. and asked wether to take the easy path, or the road… the road we know will cause us pain. the road we know will end with our being scarred… the road that could kill us.

we will face these choices throughout our lives…
and the decisions we make…

in all reality, make us.

ya know, its interesting where i find myself tonite. i could very easily put on my hat of “big words” and try to sound all deep and profound tonite. i could try and offer something of valuse to you. something i would hope would enrich your life or make you think of me in a better light… i could try. but i wont. honestly, im just gonna be real tonite.

there are many things fighting for my attention tonite. and the one that seems to be vying for my thought processes the hardest is a thought… almost a memory of sorts. that i havent touched in quite some time.

i remember, in the not so distant past…. this thing some people know as passion. i remember getting up for church every sunday at 7:30 am. and going to both services. for no other reason than because i loved to worship. i loved His presence. i was passionate. it didnt matter if i was sick. or if i had slept 4 hours the nite before and was exhausted…. i went. i was madly, passionatly in love with my God and nothing was going to keep me from being with Him…

i remember getting up and wanting to go to church.

i remember a young man who wasnt this cynical about the world. i remember a time when he wasnt this scarred… when the cares of this world were easier to leave in Gods hands. i remember when he wasnt so mistrusting…

i remember times, many of them, where this young man would be overwhelmed and could do nothing but fall to his knees in passionate worship… or throw his hands in the air in praise and surrender. i remember feeling like church was the one place where you could feel accepted. no matter what. that it was the one place where it didnt matter what you had done, or where you came from… i remember being told that His love was a gift… and of that, un-earnable.

most of all, i remember going to church, and simply feeling safe.

its amazing how powerful that word has become to me over these past few days… i have, to this point, never given it any thought whatsoever… and all of a sudden – its at the forefront of my heart.

sunday morning found myself at the altar. and for the first time… in more than a year… i felt safe. i felt that i could let down my guard, and be real. i felt that i could drop the weights i was carrying and begin to breathe a little easier.

it was a simple gesture really… one of the pastors came over to me and… threw his arms around me… and held me…. he didnt try to pray for me. he didnt speak any words… he was just there. a shoulder, litterally… to cry on.

i can honestly say i didnt know what it felt like to be wracked with sobs… i do now.

for the first time in so long… i was safe….

ill just come out and say it.

i need Him.
i need all He has. provision. wisdom. guidance. help….

i need Him.

hear my prayer oh Lord… and come quickly….

im learning a lot about this thing called thankfulness. well, in all actuallity, ive probably hardly scratched the surface.and aside from all ive to offer tonite… i will leave you with this.

Father, You’re all i need
my soul sufficency
my strength when i am weak
the love, that carries me
Your arms enfold me
till i am only
a child of God

have you any idea….. how beautiful you are?
that in a million years I could not love you more
like the sun can only shine so bright in the auburn sky
and you will never be abandoned
I will never leave you stranded
I would die to find a way to reach you…

there is no ocean deep enough
no mountain high or steep enough
to keep Me away – keep Me away from you
there is no highway long enough
no river wide or strong enough
to keep Me away – keep Me away from you

when are you going to believe like I believe in you?
if love is a lie then there is no truth
so I’ll hang on the wire and follow you anywhere
and you dont have to bel onely
or look very hard to find Me
I’ll be walking on your stormy sea

I know your feeling lost sometimes
I know you’re losing sleep at night
and faith is hard to find
and prayers are crashin to the floor
and you wonder what you’re prayin for…

there is no ocean deep enough
no mountain high or steep enough
to keep Me away – keep Me away from you
there is no highway long enough
no river wide or strong enough
to keep Me away – keep Me away from you

i could say so much tonite. but im not going to.  im simply going to leave you with what i want my hearts cry to be.
in simple terms –

let me know You love me
let me know Your touch
let me know that You’re near me
and let that be enough

danny chambers-
you alone

so many distractions
that pull me away
too many attractions
that lead me astray

but you come to my senses Lord
and call me Your friend
and im back in Your arms again

You alone are all i need
for You hold my destiny
You alone are all i need, oh Lord
in You alone, i am complete

ive set my affections completely on You
there’s no more rejection
and no more abuse
You melt my defenses Lord
and call me Your friend
and im back in Your arms again
and im back in Your arms again……

You alone are all i need
for You hold my destiny
You alone are all i need, oh Lord
in You alone i am complete

im sitting here @ a friends house right now. in the middle of baking some cookies…and yeah, i just completely destroyed her mixer.

that seems to parrellel my life just a lil too close. sometimes it just seems like no matter what i do, i fail. or, im simply not good enough. im trying. so hard……

looks like rain
fell off the horse again
and i curse the selfish pride that came before
feels like rain
this melancoly mood im in
and i watch the empty glass thats slamming on the floor

sweet Jesus hold us when we’re hurting
and lost, let us find Your way

because we all feel the pain
we’re all waiting for the day
while the hear and now keeps draggin on
and we all hide away, under canopies of grace
to keep us on the rainy days
they will keep us on the rainy days….

looks like rain
i cant find my faith again
and im sure i had it not along ago
looks like rain
falling sideways with the wind
and somehow still believing…
i am not alone.

sweet Jesus hold us when we’re hurting
and lost, let us find Your way.

because we all feel the pain
we’re all waiting for the day
while the hear and now keeps draggin on
and we all hide away, under canopies of grace
to keep us on the rainy days
they will keep us on the rainy days….

im gonna post this… simply for me.
typically im sharing whats on my heart… my feelings or thoughts for the nite…

not tonite.

tonite?

im preaching to the choir…..

Every generation needs one. A person who sees a wrong in the world – whether it be social, political, spiritual – and decides to stand up and change things. Someone who is at the same time attacked, adored, hated and loved. Someone who is unaffected and simply follows what God is calling them to do.

Martin Luther King, Jr. was one. He dreamed of complete racial equality, justice and freedom for all men – and set out to do something about it. He sparked a movement that rallied masses and changed the world.

But the world is different now. Is it possible for a leader to emerge today and impact society the way King did almost 40 years ago? Our generation is unusual. We’re highly fragmented, yet highly connected. Instead of gathering at church on Sundays, we gather online. We make it a point to be individuals, yet you’d be hard pressed to find one of us without a cellular leash.

We are cynical. We’re educated and rational. Religion doesn’t do anything for us, so we’ve turned to filling the void in our lives with other things – materialism, music, careers. Nothing impresses us.

Whether we know it or not, we’re looking for something to capture our hearts and imaginations. Something bigger than ourselves and our worldviews. Our generation is deprived of God and in need a drastic change like those King helped spark in the mid-60s. We need something to awaken us and stir passion and zeal for a cause. Thankfully, something seems to be brewing.

Though we have no one leader like Martin Luther King, there is an army of no-name individuals beginning to rise to the surface, sparking an undercurrent of massive change in our generation. It’s not led by any one person, but by thousands. These people aren’t the old leaders toiling in the churches and completely unaware of what’s happening in the world around them. These leaders are out there – literally. Religious people hate them, but they’re out there where Jesus was: In the streets. With people. Touching lives. Changing things. Much like King did.

This week I had the awesome privilege of spending a couple days with Peter Greig from 24-7 Prayer. This unassuming, hip Brit is head of a worldwide network of prayer that is radically changing the face of our generation. They have 300+ prayer rooms in 35 countries praying around the clock, and they are doing it in ways the world has never seen before. They have mix tapes for the prayer rooms of intense electronica, rock and ambient music that uplift the spirit and guide prayer times. They pray and worship in various ways – through the arts, writing, dancing, spoken prayer. They take missions trips to hedonistic destinations like the Ibiza rave festival and are working and praying around the clock there.

They’re touching lives. Not in a conventional, evangelistic tract-passing way, but in an subversive, relational way. They have groups in make-shift prayer rooms praying for people to come to Christ at the same time other groups are in the bars and clubs meeting people and seeing it happen. They’re being light in the darkness – and Pete says they’re seeing miracles.

One night not long after all this first started in 1999, Pete found himself up at 3 in the morning wrestling with God. This round-the-clock prayer thing didn’t make any sense. Would it even work? Does prayer even work? Is God even listening? Is God even real?

Then it hit him. Pete started scrawling some words on a piece of paper. He began seeing this generation, what makes us different, and how God was going to use us to change the face of the world. He titled his thoughts “The Vision” and stuck them on the wall with some other papers (it’s customary in the prayer rooms to stick prayers on the walls) and went on his way.

Somehow, those words got out. Friends started emailing them to each other. Publications started printing them. No one knew where they came from, but the words resonated in a deep way. Much like Martin Luther King, Jr.’s “I have a dream” speech almost 40 years earlier, “The Vision” has become a rallying cry. A mission statement. A vision of what’s happening and what’s to come.

God is doing something huge around the world. The passion and purpose that is birthing RELEVANT magazine is the same thing that birthed 24-7 Prayer, Passion, The Call, and countless other pieces in this massive, worldwide puzzle. God is doing something big. We may never again march on Washington, but the way that day in 1963 forever altered the course of history is what’s happening now, too. God is birthing a vision. Read it for yourself and see if it doesn’t awaken something deep within you. I’m betting it will.

THE VISION
[ Pete Greig, 24-7prayer.com]

So this guy comes up to me and says, “What’s the vision? What’s the big idea?” I open my mouth and words come out like this…

The vision?
The vision is JESUS – obsessively, dangerously, undeniably Jesus.
The vision is an army of young people. You see bones? I see an army. And they are FREE from materialism.
They laugh at 9-5 little prisons.
They could eat caviar on Monday and crusts on Tuesday. They wouldn’t even notice.
They know the meaning of the Matrix, the way the West was won.
They are mobile like the wind, they belong to the nations. They need no passport. People write their addresses in pencil and wonder at their strange existence.
They are free, yet they are slaves of the hurting and dirty and dying.

What is the vision?
The vision is holiness that hurts the eyes. It makes children laugh and adults angry. It gave up the game of minimum integrity long ago to reach for the stars. It scorns the good and strains for the best. It is dangerously pure.
Light flickers from every secret motive, every private conversation.
It loves people away from their suicide leaps, their Satan games.
This is an army that will lay down its life for the cause.
A million times a day its soldiers choose to loose that they might one day win the great “Well done” of faithful sons and daughters.
Such heroes are as radical on Monday morning as Sunday night. They don’t need fame from names. Instead they grin quietly upwards and hear the crowds chanting again and again: “COME ON!”

And this is the sound of the underground
The whisper of history in the making
Foundations shaking
Revolutionaries dreaming once again
Mystery is scheming in whispers
Conspiracy is breathing…

This is the sound of the underground
And the army is discipl(in)ed.
Young people who beat their bodies into submission.
Every soldier would take a bullet for his comrade at arms.
The tattoo on their back boasts “For me to live is Christ and to die is gain.”
Sacrifice fuels the fire of victory in their upward eyes. Winners. Martyrs. Who can stop them ?
Can hormones hold them back?
Can failure succeed? Can fear scare them or death kill them?
And the generation prays like a dying man with groans beyond talking,
with warrior cries, sulphuric tears and with great barrow loads of laughter!

Waiting. Watching: 24 – 7 – 365.
Whatever it takes they will give: Breaking the rules. Shaking mediocrity from its cosy little hide. Laying down their rights and their precious little wrongs, laughing at labels, fasting essentials. The advertisers cannot mold them. Hollywood cannot hold them. Peer-pressure is powerless to shake their resolve at late night parties before the cockerel cries.

They are incredibly cool, dangerously attractive inside.
On the outside? They hardly care. They wear clothes like costumes to communicate and celebrate, but never to hide.
Would they surrender their image or their popularity?
They would lay down their very lives – swap seats with the man on death row – guilty as hell. A throne for an electric chair.
With blood and sweat and many tears, with sleepless nights and fruitless days, they pray as if it all depends on God and live as if it all depends on them.

Their DNA chooses JESUS. (He breathes out, they breathe in.)
Their subconscious sings. They had a blood transfusion with Jesus.
Their words make demons scream in shopping centres.
Don’t you hear them coming?

Herald the weirdos! Summon the losers and the freaks. Here come the frightened and forgotten with fire in their eyes. They walk tall and trees applaud, skyscrapers bow, mountains are dwarfed by these children of another dimension. Their prayers summon the hounds of heaven and invoke the ancient dream of Eden.
And this vision will be. It will come to pass; it will come easily; it will come soon.

How do I know? Because this is the longing of creation itself, the groaning of the Spirit, the very dream of God. My tomorrow is his today. My distant hope is his 3D. And my feeble, whispered, faithless prayer invokes a thunderous, resounding, bone-shaking great “Amen!” from countless angels, from hero’s of the faith, from Christ himself. And he is the original dreamer, the ultimate winner.

Guaranteed.

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