i realized something earlier tonite…
kinda surprised me that it took this long for it to be made this clear to me…
the realization? its simple really. i need a disciple-er. one who disciples.

ive been craving warfare. im hungry for a fight…
i feel like my world has gotten to easy and there is more ground to be won.

so yeah…. the realization has taken place…

now comes the commitment….

ive got someone in mind. and i guess God is going to have to work it all out. because i cant. i guess im just scared now….
more scared than ever.