dreams come true in some of the weirdest ways.

and it sometimes takes only a moment for your world to become just a little bit bigger, and yourself… just a little bit smaller.

sometimes it takes those moments to really show you a part of who you are. sometimes its only when the surface is peeled away… do we get an honest look at the truth…

somtimes, it only takes one of those moments to make you realize who you truly are.

and what you truly need.

we try so hard to put on a good front. we try and try to be strong… to keep a “stiff upper lip”. we try to keep going. to keep walking through life… we try… and we fail.

my ealier posts from this week ring with a very piercing note of truth…

that truth being, that im not ok. but in all honesty, I was the one trying to put on a good front. I was the one trying to keep a stiff upper lip. I am the one trying.. and failing… to be strong.

the choices we make, and the mistakes that we chose will walk with us forever. the decisions of those we love, and those who love us, will forever impact and change who we are…

that much – we will never be able to change. no amount of being strong – will ever stop consequences…

its what we do after that counts.

and in all honesty…

thats when we are truly alive.