every morning when we wake up, we’re faced with a specific question. a small voice rings out… we can choose to listen, and offer a clear and direct answer. or we can let the busy crazieness of the day capture us and lead us away from the one sane voice we may hear that day.

i tried three different times to post again on how cynical im feeling right now. on how much i miss having heart-to-heart conversations of any kind with friends. and i could go into that right now, but its a tired subject. and ive said my piece on it…

maybe its that im simply trying to find ways to amuse, entertain and basically distract myself from the issues i should be dealing with down here. im not sure what it is exactly.

maybe its that this is the one quote running through my head right now….

“Experience has taught me that interest begets expectation, and expectation beget disappointment, so the key to avoiding disappointment is to avoid interest. A equals B equals C Equals A, or whatever. I also don’t have a lot of interest in being a good person or a bad person. From what I can tell, either way, you’re screwed. Bad people are punished by society’s laws, and good people are punished by Murphy’s Law. So you see my dilemma.”
-opening credits to dead like me

see, the voice… the one thats doing all the calling…

its life.

and its calling me.

which poses 2 questions.

am i listening? and do i care?