they left again today. i watched them pull outta the driveway, turn, wave and drive away… and i could not help but miss them.

3 years. 17 days.

september 13 2004, the family left. i watched the pull outta the driveway, turn and drive away. i had no idea that they would never come back.

ive not allowed myself much time to sit and contemplate the past 3 years. and it almost caught up with me today. i know it was only a trip to target and what not… i was just standing there, watching the people i love the most drive away… thinking about how back in 2001, i was so excited that i was going to have the house to myself for about 2 weeks.

you know the story… so there is no need to delve back into it. im just…

wow.

3 years ago.