ive come to the conclusion that your life -some parts anyway- are only as good as you make them. our actions had consequences. ive learned from some of those actions. and the consequences they produced. im no longer willing live this life i think im living in any way that brings about negative consequences.

whatever it takes.

if it means me walking away from whatever im hindering. so be it. i could hide behind words, but i wont. i know im not at a place right now to benefit certain things in my life.

id rather protect something from myself… than damage it by my stubborn refusal to simply ask for help.

ok… now that ive got that off my chest its time to accomplish my goal for tonite
which is ::drumroll:: sleep more than 2 hours.
yup. i slept 2 hours last nite.

so im crashin
nite all.