if i didnt mention it before – im tired.

very very tired.
ready to quit

…..

i spent all day today remembering things in the past.
the past 8 months
the past year
past friendships… etc

i dunno. ive seriously gotta figure out how to brighten up my blogs a bit.

but i dont have time to not be real. this is how i feel
im wrong. i almost always am.

so? deal with it.

im trying to change. to be better. to be something worthwile.

to be something other than… me.

this is me.
take it or leave it.