i cant take the voices. i cant take the constant tape recording in my head of all my failures. i cant take living this life anymore. im done. i want out. i want off this planet. ::pant pant pant::

im done. in case you didnt notice.

im seriously pondering my whole belief system. as in – is there truly a “god” who so passionately loves us. im about 2 steps from walking away from all of this completely. where was god when everything fell apart? huh? if ya happen to know – why dontcha tell me.

cuz he sure isnt here.