i cant take the voices. i cant take the constant tape recording in my head of all my failures. i cant take living this life anymore. im done. i want out. i want off this planet. ::pant pant pant::
im done. in case you didnt notice.
im seriously pondering my whole belief system. as in – is there truly a “god” who so passionately loves us. im about 2 steps from walking away from all of this completely. where was god when everything fell apart? huh? if ya happen to know – why dontcha tell me.
cuz he sure isnt here.
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September 17, 2006 at 12:31 pm
diana
Psalm 51
Ezekiel 16
Jeremiah 3
John 15
PSALM 73
May 7, 2007 at 8:29 am
Sammy
I know exactly how you feel. People tell me all the time that god does what he does for a reason. Which makes me think that im suppossed to be miserable. I’m to the point where i’m about to brake down and never run again. I wish that I knew what gods plan for me is. Cause the plan that he has for me right now sucks.I always feel that I say or do something wrong. When I talk to people I feel as if I said something wrong and I just start to cry. Or when I hang out with someone, I feel as if I did something wrong especially when they won’t answer my calls the next day. If you have any idea to how to help me please tell me.
May 7, 2007 at 8:30 am
Sammy
My email address is littlemissloner@hotmail.com
May 8, 2007 at 11:43 pm
sirpjtheknight
sammy,
i emailed you. check your email.