this is in response to k8s comment on my post below… as well as to clarify something for you readers.

when i said

….so maybe im just beginning to wonder…. to look… for someone else who has walked this road and has come out the better because of it. someone who has chosen to live… to truly live through all this hell on earth – and has become a better person because of that choice…..

i meant i was looking for someone in the “adult” age group. someone who could be a role model. someone i would consider… well, old. someone who wouldnt necessarily be hanging out with people our age.

someone from the previous generation.

i hope that makes sense.