i owe an apology.  ive been hiding behind something over the past few months.  i became so concerned with wowing you with my posts that i lost the rawness that made this blog what it once was.

i promised myself, almost 5 years ago, that this blog would be a reflection of who i am.  imperfect, improper, sometimes hard to understand but in that, a reflection of who i am.  maybe even a reflection of who we all are.

i want that back.