there are times when i seriously hesitate about posting something online. be it simple uncertainty, fear, or knowing its just not the right time… sometimes i wonder if clicking “publish” is the right thing to do.
last night was one of those times.
i wont lie and say i was feeling chipper. because i wasnt. i was rather down last night. and to be honest, i am not sure why.
Christmas did rock. flat out. 110% rocked. the whole day was amazing. heck, the whole three day event was amazing. christmas eve was a ton of fun, christmas morning was great. i gave some stinkin awesome gifts:)
sometimes finding the courage to dream simply means being real with what we’re feeling. dealing with it. bringing it out into the light… because sometimes we need to see things, in the light, to see them for what they really are. and that holds true for the battles we face. sometimes we simply need to expose them to the light, to see how small they really are.
and how truly blessed we are.
Merry Christmas
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December 27, 2006 at 6:20 pm
k
listen mister-i wasn’t trying to say you shouldn’t hit publish. i was just double-checking on the best friend i’ve got, making sure that he really is completely all right. that doesn’t mean life is perfect or that he is suddenly miraculously healed 100%- it just meant that i was worried. because that is what i do. and i love you, so i worry more because you’re in that God-forsaken land so far away.
we’ll leave it at that, because i don’t want you second guessing yourself or your posts. they are yours, they are you. and you, my darlin’, are freaking amazing and wonderful and deeply loved.
whether life is grand and rockin or it outright sucks.
😛
December 27, 2006 at 6:21 pm
k
that smiley was supposed to be a tongue sticking out variety.
: P
December 28, 2006 at 5:59 am
Maria
May God hold you tight at this time with all you’re going through.
God bless
Maria in the UK
http://www.inhishands.co.uk