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i need You now, in my life.
i need You to guide me. the way isnt very clear right now. help me to trust You.
help me to love You the way i once did.
show me Your path, and help me to walk in it.
Lord, You have my heart
and i will search for Yours
Jesus take my life lead me on
take my life.
i dont have the strength to give it to You.
help me surrender.
help me rest in Your arms.
help me feel you close….
help me.
Hey, look at me. I’m not asking you for anything. When I say I love you, it’s not because I want you, or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you and I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You are a hell of a woman. You are the one….
for tonite… thats the sum of my thoughts.
and they arent even mine.
i simply heard them. and they connected with me.
connected…
thats my hearts cry…
my heart…
i want my heart reconnected to my Saviour
im gonna be a history maker in this land
im gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
im gonna stand
im gonna run
into Your arms
into Your arms again….
love me like no other
You have been the Savior of my life
You know my weakness
but see me beautiful through Your eyes
and Youre the One that I need
the One who makes me complete
and Youre the One who is strong
when I am crying and weak
and Youre the One that I love
the One who never gives up
and Youre the One that I need
Youre the One, Youre the One
Lord prepare me
to be a sanctury
pure and holy
tried and true
with thanksgiving
ill be a living
sanctuary
for you
this is in response to k8s most recent posting… if you havent read it, check it out here.
ive found myself wanting to do the same thing on my site too k8. maybe not for the same reasons, but things just seem to be changing so quickly that within days, my posts are either outdated – or ive changed beyond that spot.
it seems that with extreme change externally comes extreme changes in the heart. and im beginning to learn that changes in the heart will inevitably bring about changes externally.
i used to think – not sure why, but i did – that the realms of the heart were rarely able to impact the realm of the external. for some reason, i just assumed that they existed in two seperate areas. two seperate levels of reality.
maybe its because im slowly allowing myself to open back up to some long lost dreams… hopes… and ideals. maybe its because in doing so, my reality, as i’ve known it – has been shaken.
change is coming. i keep saying it. i know.
maybe it is no longer the right statement to make anymore. because, the truth is…
change is here.
its in me.
its in my heart.
its in the gifts that have lied dormant for so long that are springing to life.
its in the way my prayers have changed.
its in the way my heart beats. and the things it beats for.
Lord you have my heart
And I will search for yours
Jesus take my life and lead me on.
when im walking through the valley
of the darkest hour i know
Lord, dont you leave me all alone
when im surrounded by the shadows
that seem to feed my fear
i will trust You though
i may not feel You here
but i know
that Your love is unfailing
i know
Your grace is so amazing
i know
even though my faith be shaken
i still know
ill never be forsaken
because Your always faithful
i know
when my bed has been floating
on the flood of all my tears
it seems as though my joy has dissappeared
still i will not put my hope
in what i feel or see
i will cling to You
and trust….
You’re holding me
again for tonite… im gonna leave this post without a title. im hoping that more or less, ill just end up pouring some of who i am right now into this post.
with newly discovered love… comes the need for newly, or possibly renewed… surrender.
i cant begin to describe how much has changed in little more than a month.
i am utterly terrified.
Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable.
CS Lewis
i dont know what the next step is. or even if there should be a next step.
all i know…. is this.
when the music fades
and all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something thats of worth
that will bless Your heart
ill bring You more than a song
for a song in itself is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
through the way things appear
You’re looking into my heart.
im coming back to the heart of worship
and its all about You…. all about You.
i will seek you Lord
while i am in my youth
and i will serve you Lord
and ill proclaim Your truth
for you searched and found me
while i was far away
and through the troubled times
you always keep me safe
the Lord is my light and my salvation
whom shall i fear?
whom shall i fear?
the Lord is the stronghold of my life
whom shall i fear?
whom shall i fear?
Lord im tired
so tired from walking
and Lord im so alone
and Lord the dark is creepin in
its creepin up
to swallow me
I think ill stop and rest here awhile
and this is all i can say right now
and this is all that i can give
and this is all that i can say right now
and this is all that i can give
thats my everything.
oh did You see my crying
oh and did You hear me call Your name?
and wasnt it You i gave my heart to?
wish You’d remember where You set it down
and this is all, oh its all i can say right now
i know its not much.
this is all that i can give
thats my everything.
i didnt notice You were standing here
i didnt know that that was You Holding me
I didnt notice You were crying too
i didnt know that that was You washing my feet
this is all, this is all that i can say
i know its not much
this is all that i can give
yeah, its my everything
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