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i had an entire blog all typed out, and one mistake on the keypad and bam… its all gone.
so here i am… left with a blank page…
a new page.. a page untouched by todays blemishes…
something clean..something pure…
like the day that has just begun…
anyway, my thoughts for nite…
if its true that this life we live is a road… then sooner or later, if you fight hard enough… and forge your own path… you will come to… you’ll come to your edge.
the place in your life where you just know you’ve gotta make a decision… and the decision will forever impact who you will be… as a person, in your life… and those who know you and call you friend.
thats me. thats now. thats my life. this – is my edge
a new day
the sun is shining
seems I’m closer to finding
that life is more than where we are
no way that I am TURNING
as long as the sun is burning
now it seems that all I want is you
so – for this moment in time… for this place in the road im called to walk… ive made a decision, and now – its time to “go public” so to speak. to make my ‘statement’.
my prayer.
my hearts cry…
its simple really….
Lord… i am utterly lost without You. ive never been more aware that i can not do this on my own. that i can not walk this road… under my own strenght. Father, its simple. i need You. i need You in all i am. come, take control. take my unbelief. take my fear. burn me with Your eyes and see into who i am really am. take everything away that isnt You. lord, i need You. come, Father – lead me and i will follow.
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don’t know what else I can do
cause I’ve seen it all
it was never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
dont give up on me yet…. dont forget who i am… i know im not there yet, but dont let me stay here alone.
Lord, i am yours. ive done all i could, forgive my faults and lead me on. ill go where you lead and ill do what you want, just take me with you. i cant stand being away from who you are.
im gonna fight. im gonna continue on in this road im on and Lord, if im wrong, please show me. and even beyond that, help me to trust you for all things. all things……
This time what i want is You / There is no one else / Who can take Your place / This time You burn me with Your eyes / You see past all the lies / You take it all away / I’ve seen it all / It was never enough / It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away / Take me away / I’ve got nothing left to say / Just take me away
I try to make my way to You / But still I feel so lost / I don’t know what else i can do / Cuz i’ve seen it all / It was never enough / It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away / Take me away / I’ve got nothing left to say / Just take me away
Don’t give up on me yet / Don’t forget who i am / I know I’m not there yet / But don’t let me stay here alone / I’ve seen it all / It’s never enough / It keeps me needing you / I’ve seen enough / And it’s never enough / It keeps me needing you
Take me away / Take me away / I’ve got nothing left to say / Just take me away
… im gonna leave this up as my hearts cry of the past few days. ive seen it all and its never enough, it just keeps leaving me needing you. thats me. thats another page in this life that i havent lived in quite some time. i am waking up… and realizing that life has a lot to offer.
this time, all i want is You… there is no one else… who can take Your place…
ive seen it all and its never enough, it just keeps leaving me needing you… take me away
i might be barely breathing…
but im not dead…. because tomorrows another day…
and im thirsty anyway
so bring on the rain.
thats it for tonite….
im not sure exactly what it is inside of myself im so afraid of.
falling in love? pain? letting down those who i do love?…..
Christ gave all He had for those He loved. there was not one thing He held back.
He lost it all. for the sake of the ones whom He loved with all His heart. and they didnt even understand it….
they couldnt figure out why He had to go.
there are some things in this life i will never understand.
the hardest part about this life…. is living.
i didnt realize how much i miss human contact… i miss my dad. i miss my mom. i miss her hugs.
the winter here’s cold, and bitter
it’s chilled us to the bone
we haven’t seen the sun for weeks
to long too far from home
I feel just like I’m sinking
and I claw for solid ground
I’m pulled down by the undertow
I never thought I could feel so low
oh darkness I feel like letting go
as i listen to these lyrics… the tears are falling freely…
i guess what i miss most of all… is seeing my mom and dad… together.
i never knew there was stuff inside of me that could hurt this much….
pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you’re in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
i cant even remember hearing the song. but im in love with it already
20pts to the first person to tell me who sings this:
i’m a fly by night, i’m a dog by day
i’ve got a room full of beautiful memories
growing old and in the way
i got a heart that’s been broken over and over again
some by lovers, some by brothers, but most of all by my own dirty little hands
let me sit at your holy feet, let me count the hard cost
of what is right and what is wrong, of who is kind and who can only be the boss
let me lie awake and seek the truth from thy holy face
out of the holy mouth thundering forth out of the holy place
its what i did. when i read this.read it.
healing must start somewhere. if it doesnt. He isnt who He says He is….
my prayer for the nite –
i find peace when im confused
i find hope when im let down
not in me
but in You
in You
i hope to lose myself for good
i hope to find it in the end
not in me
in you
in you
and the winner of twenty points… goes to skip:-)
the song is called storm
the aritst is a lifehouse – before they were lifehouse….
but yeah
its great:-)
congrats skip!
20pts to the person who can place these lyrics
they’re my song for the nite.
enjoy
I know you didn’t bring me out here to drown,
so why am I ten feet under and upside down.
Barely surviving has become my purpose
’cause I’m so used to living underneath the surface.
If I could just see you everything would be alright.
If I had to see you the storminess would turn into light
and I will walk on water, and you will catch me if I fall,
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright, and everything will be alright.
ok, so ill end tonite with a song that i could have written myself.
12 stones. fade away.
I need you to feel exactly like I do inside
But I feel so alone again
I try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here
But I need you to believe in me
But I won’t be afraid
Just because you don’t need me
I will not be ashamed
Just because you don’t believe in anything that I say
Now I turn and I walk away from you
I won’t fade away
I won’t fade away again
I find you down the road that I have walked before
And I know you’re alone again
You try to find a better life
Somewhere far away from here
But I need you to believe in me
You try to make me fade away
But I won’t be afraid
Just because you don’t need me
I will not be ashamed
Just because you don’t believe in anything that I say
Now I turn and I walk away from you
my quote to end another day of this life i think im living….
Lay me down in a daffodil field where the still waters flow
Set my eyes on the horizon and the picture of home
Sail with me miles over even my highest hopes
Cause where ever you are- that’s where I want to go
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