im not sure why im posting this right now. i guess i just felt the need.

nothing awakens the senses more to hear the vile in your familes voices when one of the men they no longer like (dad, sisters ex fiance, etc) calls. and how absolutely terrifying it is to know that, when it all comes down to it, im a guy too. and whats to keep them from one day feeling the same about me?

why exactly those thoughts brought about the changes in my blog, i am unsure.

but here it is. enjoy the changes.